frillypinkdreams:

I felt like doing the 6 selfies thingie, and I realized… I close to never take any selfies ever XD haha…

I felt like doing the 6 selfies thingie, and I realized… I close to never take any selfies ever XD haha…

Dream Holic wig review – BLOG UPDATE

Dream Holic wig review – BLOG UPDATE

The hell week

Ok, now this is not gonna be some long, depressing rant about how terrible everything is, because I don´t want you guys to think of me as that whining, annoying girl I allready see myself as. I simply wanted to say that this is it. This is the week I and my classmates have been dreading for the past few months. The hell week. Our practial-oral exam that lasts three full days with non-stop work from morning until night. It is really, really exhausting. I probably won´t be able to be on tumblr much at all, so thats just a heads up. Otherwise, when I AM online, I might seem irritated or even mad as I most probably will be extremly energy-deprived and tired.

So I just wanted to let you guys know that If I come off as angry or mad about any of you, please understand that I really don´t want to do that, it´s simply these stressfull times triggering the heck out of me and my ED and it´s making everything way harder than it ough to be.

And…. I am sorry in advance…

Ok, I dare you to say these aren’t the best tights ever ( = v=)~

Ok, I dare you to say these aren’t the best tights ever ( = v=)~

sofiesdanceonroses:

frillypinkdreams:

Rather special outfit entry today ^^ It is our constitutional/national day today, so I am wearing my national suit/dress! This is my bunad :) Hurrah for Norway! Hurrah for the 17th of May! <3

Gratulerer med dagen, søta mi! I’ll see you at home when I come back by the end of the month. 

This is from last year, but basically what I looked like today also! ;V; aww, thanks sweetie I hope you had a nice day today as well <3

sofiesdanceonroses:

frillypinkdreams:

Rather special outfit entry today ^^ It is our constitutional/national day today, so I am wearing my national suit/dress! This is my bunad :) Hurrah for Norway! Hurrah for the 17th of May! <3

Gratulerer med dagen, søta mi! I’ll see you at home when I come back by the end of the month. 

This is from last year, but basically what I looked like today also! ;V; aww, thanks sweetie I hope you had a nice day today as well <3

I thought I´d dear wear my new tomboy pants today ;v; They are sooo big though, even though they are surposed to be like that they are it very much &gt;.&lt; But really comfy and cute I think ;V; Also wore my favourite sweater for a casual and cute look today ^v^ Hope you guys like the decorated frame I made hihi ;V;

I thought I´d dear wear my new tomboy pants today ;v; They are sooo big though, even though they are surposed to be like that they are it very much >.< But really comfy and cute I think ;V; Also wore my favourite sweater for a casual and cute look today ^v^ Hope you guys like the decorated frame I made hihi ;V;

Felt particularily brave today for some reason, and decided to post this picture of bare–faced me together with my gorgeous friend Melva ;v; It´s from the last day of Närcon last year and I was seriously sleep–deprived and SO ready to get some sleep on the train back to Emilias place = V= hehe

Felt particularily brave today for some reason, and decided to post this picture of bare–faced me together with my gorgeous friend Melva ;v; It´s from the last day of Närcon last year and I was seriously sleep–deprived and SO ready to get some sleep on the train back to Emilias place = V= hehe

princess-peachie:

Frilly let me try on her apron asdsufgdul; &lt;333

Reblogging because Peachie being precious and me being a derp xD

princess-peachie:

Frilly let me try on her apron asdsufgdul; <333

Reblogging because Peachie being precious and me being a derp xD

…:Weird little facts about me:…

1. I half wanna be a really cool streetwear–wearing type, and half a princessy lolita–wearing type

2. My favourite chocolates are White chocolate, Reese peanutbutter cups and Bounty

3. Only I am allowed by my cat to bury my face in his furry tummy

4. My favourite gummies are the “blank” ones, like those transculent “white” ones that taste like pineapple

5. I like pineapple on pizza, heated in food, as a juice and flavour add, but I detest raw pineapple

6. My music taste ranges from cute k-indie to electronia–8bit, with a jump through classical, a kind of indie–rock, OSTs and jpop

7. I don´t like mushrooms

8. I am afraid of the dark (sleep with a night–light)

9. I am terrified of dogs, no matter what size or how “friendly” you say it is

10. Jellyfish are my favourite animal because they are cool and disgusting and slimey and cute, also some have very pretty colours that sometimes even light up and blink and stuff

11. I use my hand as a notepad, there is almost always something I have to remember on there

12. My second toe is longer than my big toe, so it often bumps into things, resulting in that the nail turns blue

13. I think winter is my favourite time of the year, but thats mostly because of christmas

14. I am very good at baking sweet buns

15. I don´t like hip–hop or rap

16. I had a black tutu when I was little, and I was determined never to wear pink, because I hated it

17. When I was little, purple was my favourite colour, then green, and somewhere along the way around the age of 13 it became pastelly pink

18. I like playing videogames, and I own three gaming machines (nintendo Wii, nintendo DS lite and a PS3), but I suck at gaming and often give up for months at a time after dying on my first try…

19. I love it when it rains. Sleeping when its windy and rainy, is the best

20. I think white eyelashes are very pretty

Happy Easter everyone! ^0^ did anyone get any easter-eggs today?? Look out for a visit from the kawaii-easter-bunny! ;-3 thihi

Happy Easter everyone! ^0^ did anyone get any easter-eggs today?? Look out for a visit from the kawaii-easter-bunny! ;-3 thihi

I felt like I ough to adress these together, as they kind of had the same &#8220;theme&#8221;. First of all, PLEASE don´t ask these things on anon as it makes me have to answer it publicly and bother others, which doesn´t exactly help this cause as it makes me get loads more messages &gt;___&lt; I am sorry&#8230;
(wanted to make this a read more, but that option is not available in picture posts)
I am sorry I come across as a self-pitiying type&#8230; that was not what I was trying to do at all&#8230; the thing is, I am alone at the moment and I have no one to talk to, besides, I feel more comfortable writing down difficult thoughts instead of saying them out aloud, so I tend to bottle all the feelings inside until I suddenly burst out, having to express my thoughts in some form or another. Because I weirdly enough have this weird ability to see myself from the &#8220;outside&#8221;, seeing the part that is ill and understanding why it is like it is (why I react or think like such because of that and that and etc.) I am strangely unable to do much about it&#8230;
So I guess when I am alone (like I am most of the time, because EDs have a tendency to isolate you), to not feel like I go completely mental, I just need to know that someone knows how I feel&#8230; that atleast someone can see it, sort of&#8230; it sort of helps keeping me sane, I feel, to share my thoughts when I feel either really sad or really enlightend or something&#8230; I also have the benefit of getting to know from others if what I am thinking is right or wrong, which can help when you feel like you can´t trust your own thoughts, and the accuracy of your deductions.
So I don´t know about you, but I for one don´t think its good to bottle everything up inside and not speak about it. That is exactly what my eating disoder wants me to do. It wants me to never speak to anyone, never share my thoughts. suffer alone and in silence. it is a very self-destructive thing, as I am sure you are well aware of since you are so unfortunate to suffer from it yourself.
So I guess what I am trying to say is that I am sorry if I come across as self-pitiying, because that is really not my intention. When people ask me how I feel, I try to speak truthfully! And when I feel really bad, I´d rather say it right out instead of hiding it. It feels sort of like I am fighting my ED if I say how I truly feel, because it wants me to hide it, so I am working on seeing it as a positive thing, even though I feel like I am whining far too much. So yeah, I agree with you on that. But should I rather not say anything? Smile and pretend there is nothing wrong? If I bottle things up, I tend to explode somehow, and there is little I can do about it if I don´t try to handle it the best way I can think of&#8230; I am not trying to get anyone to pity me. I have asked two times ever (yesterday and tuesday) if someone could send me some reassuring messages, because I was in such a depressed state I truly couldn´t help myself, I needed some kind of feedback that wasn´t completely destructional, like the thoughts in my own mind. I usually never ask for people to send me messages, so I can´t help if they do. I feel terrible for not responding to all of them, but I feel like I annoy people enough as it is with the ones I do reply to since it might flood their dashboard&#8230;
I am sorry I come across so terrible&#8230; and about the second anon&#8230; this is my personal blog and I feel like you are a little bit rude to try and dictate how I run it to suit your taste&#8230; I am sorry if that is kind of blunt to say straight forward like that, but as you are very straight forward yourself with a statement like that, I sort of feel like I can justify answering in the manner I just did&#8230;

I felt like I ough to adress these together, as they kind of had the same “theme”. First of all, PLEASE don´t ask these things on anon as it makes me have to answer it publicly and bother others, which doesn´t exactly help this cause as it makes me get loads more messages >___< I am sorry…

(wanted to make this a read more, but that option is not available in picture posts)

I am sorry I come across as a self-pitiying type… that was not what I was trying to do at all… the thing is, I am alone at the moment and I have no one to talk to, besides, I feel more comfortable writing down difficult thoughts instead of saying them out aloud, so I tend to bottle all the feelings inside until I suddenly burst out, having to express my thoughts in some form or another. Because I weirdly enough have this weird ability to see myself from the “outside”, seeing the part that is ill and understanding why it is like it is (why I react or think like such because of that and that and etc.) I am strangely unable to do much about it…

So I guess when I am alone (like I am most of the time, because EDs have a tendency to isolate you), to not feel like I go completely mental, I just need to know that someone knows how I feel… that atleast someone can see it, sort of… it sort of helps keeping me sane, I feel, to share my thoughts when I feel either really sad or really enlightend or something… I also have the benefit of getting to know from others if what I am thinking is right or wrong, which can help when you feel like you can´t trust your own thoughts, and the accuracy of your deductions.

So I don´t know about you, but I for one don´t think its good to bottle everything up inside and not speak about it. That is exactly what my eating disoder wants me to do. It wants me to never speak to anyone, never share my thoughts. suffer alone and in silence. it is a very self-destructive thing, as I am sure you are well aware of since you are so unfortunate to suffer from it yourself.

So I guess what I am trying to say is that I am sorry if I come across as self-pitiying, because that is really not my intention. When people ask me how I feel, I try to speak truthfully! And when I feel really bad, I´d rather say it right out instead of hiding it. It feels sort of like I am fighting my ED if I say how I truly feel, because it wants me to hide it, so I am working on seeing it as a positive thing, even though I feel like I am whining far too much. So yeah, I agree with you on that. But should I rather not say anything? Smile and pretend there is nothing wrong? If I bottle things up, I tend to explode somehow, and there is little I can do about it if I don´t try to handle it the best way I can think of… I am not trying to get anyone to pity me. I have asked two times ever (yesterday and tuesday) if someone could send me some reassuring messages, because I was in such a depressed state I truly couldn´t help myself, I needed some kind of feedback that wasn´t completely destructional, like the thoughts in my own mind. I usually never ask for people to send me messages, so I can´t help if they do. I feel terrible for not responding to all of them, but I feel like I annoy people enough as it is with the ones I do reply to since it might flood their dashboard…

I am sorry I come across so terrible… and about the second anon… this is my personal blog and I feel like you are a little bit rude to try and dictate how I run it to suit your taste… I am sorry if that is kind of blunt to say straight forward like that, but as you are very straight forward yourself with a statement like that, I sort of feel like I can justify answering in the manner I just did…

Ok, I felt like justifying the praise you guys give me, saying I am pretty and such, because really, I don´t deserve it! I mean come on… look at this! ahahah…. such flattering pictures ;v;”“” Yeah… I guess I also needed to de-stress after two intensly hard days (I don´t feel better yet, but atleast a little bit perhaps… )